The adventure of it all was what drew me to the challenge of running a 100 mile race. 100 is a good round number and a 100 miles sounds like an insurmountable distance to cover on foot in less than a day, so running a 100 mile race was about the most bad-ass sounding thing I thought I could do at this time in my life.
So months of training, warm-up races and planning put me on the start line of the 2011 San Diego 100 Mile Endurance Run. Race director Scott Mills hollered out a “go” and myself and 164 other idiots took off out of the Al Bahr campground in the Laguna Mountains. About 20 seconds into the race I heard a loud, deep “go Kurt” and thought that’s not my dad’s voice. I looked over at the crowd and to my surprise saw that two of my friends, Cody and Simi Johnson, had made a spur of the moment decision and decided to drive all the way down from Huntington Beach early that morning to join my parents in crewing me on the race. I saw my mom in the crowd a few seconds later and told her they were there and I’d see them all at the first aid station in a little over an hour.
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| On the starting line with friends |
As the field wound its way through the trees and onto the meadow I found myself thoroughly enjoying myself and my predicament. I looked back over my shoulder at the meadow I just ran through and at the long line of racers behind me. I started to think about how awesome this all was but got interrupted by a root I tripped over that almost sent me to the ground two miles into the damn race. Stupid root.
I kept my ridiculously leisurely pace through the first aid station. Lorraine Gersitz and Steve Harvey had both told me you can never go out too slow in a 100, so I was happy to run at a trot. There was a short out and back that lead into the first aid station. As I hit this I saw Pam Everet coming out. We said hi, but she seemed a little panicked that she was ahead of me. At the aid station I gave my mom my arm sleeves and put some more sunblock on. Heading out of the aid station I heard my name yelled by someone and saw Deborah Acosta coming down the trail and into the aid station. It’s fun knowing a lot of people in a race you’re in.
Often after I go through the first aid station in a race, I pick my pace up, even if ever so slightly. I was catching people, but not really concerned with making passes, they just sort of happen. I was more concerned with keeping a nice rhythm to my running. At one point a young guy ran past the group I was running in and was charging all the water crossings hard (the rest of us made sure to keep our feet dry – he ran through them like he was at a mud run). I figured I’d see him again in a while, totally spent. Right behind this guy was a tiny little woman who ran past me as well. Her Nathan pack was almost as big as she was. She was running at a decent clip along the flats, but because of her short, little legs, she wasn’t much of a climber. I bet it took her a long time to hike out of Noble Canyon.
I hit the second aid station at Red Tail Rooster still having a lot of fun and thinking this 100 was a good idea. I refilled one of my bottles, said hi to my crew, and my buddy Cody helped me figure out which way I was supposed to go to leave the station (I got a little turned around once I got in there). I left the aid station running with a guy in Hookah pontoons shoes. He said they were his favorite trail shoes in 20 years of trail running. I’m still not convinced about those things.
A little further along I saw the guy who was charging the water crossings just three miles earlier. He was staggering back and forth across the trail, then BLAH! He threw up like he’d been taking tequila shots for an hour. I’m not sure what you do to make yourself that sick 13 miles into a 100 mile race, but this guy figured it out. Next I had to rescue Sam Bosworth from himself. The course took a hard left off the fire road onto a single track and Sam was continuing to run down the fire road. I yelled for him and he got back on track.
From aid station 3, Todd’s Cabin, it was a nice downhill to Penny Pines where I met my crew again. I got my Camel Pack to wear for the Noble Canyon portion of the course, Simi reminded me that they had oranges at the aid station (one of the few things I’ll take at an aid station) and quickly headed out for another nice downhill run. Even in a 100, quick aid station stops help.
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| Oranges are one of the few things I'll eat from an aid station |
I was looking forward to the Noble Canyon loop because I actually knew those trails really well from when my parent’s lived in Pine Valley. It was hot, but that didn’t bother me. The flies were annoying and I got bit a few times, but lived. I was all smiles coming back into the aid station after the loop and ready for the hardest part of the course – the hike out of Noble Canyon. I was feeling great so I hiked like the finish line was at Pioneer Mail. That ended up being a bad strategy, though not as bad a strategy as running with only one 20oz water bottle. I passed a guy who had just one bottle. He didn’t look so good and I figured he eventually just curled up under a tree waiting to die.
I shocked my parents with how fast I got up to Pioneer Mail. They just beat me there. It became pretty obvious that my charge out of the canyon was useless because a group of people I passed were re-passing me on the hike out of the aid station. I did hang onto this group throughout the next section, but it was a struggle. It’s funny how you’ll rubber band with people. I did end up re-passing two of the five before the Sunrise aid station.
I felt good coming into the aid station. I think because I knew that’s where I’d pick up Cale and that it was a big aid station. However, a few minutes out from Sunrise aid station and I felt pretty crappy. I was just really weak. I’d fallen off my schedule of taking down gels during the last segment. I wasn’t feeling sick to my stomach, but I was so exhausted and spent that nothing sounded good to eat and I just didn’t want to bother ingesting anything. I told Cale I felt like someone who was just getting into running – a person who can only run a mile at a time, even when it’s flat, then they have to take a walking break. I could barely speak.
At Stonewall Mine aid station the first thing I went for was the Pepto Bismol (I have to thank David Christof for the tip of packing this stuff just in case). I sat down on the ground as my crew refilled my water bottles and Cale got our headlamps out. Cody later told me I looked like hell at this point. Leaving the aid station, Cale made me try eating a piece of potato and salt. I’d never tried this before, but he insisted because it would be easy on my stomach, wasn’t sweet and give me some much needed calories and sodium. He was right, it wasn’t bad and easy on my stomach.
The sun was going down and I was running better, but once we started to climb over this big hill for the next section, I was feeling light headed and like I couldn’t catch my breath. It was a weird sensation, like I was at altitude, but our altitude at that point wasn’t any higher than the majority of the rest of the course. I don’t know what it was. Maybe because my blood sugar was so low it was giving me this weird sensation.
At Paso Picacho I plopped down on a bench and ate another piece of potato and sipped some broth as my water bottles were being refilled. My mom had told Lorraine about my not eating. Lorraine gave me a ginger chew (I was carrying one, already, but didn’t want to put the effort into putting it in my mouth) and talked to me about other ways to take in calories that could maybe work around my not wanting to eat. She didn’t lecture me, but made it really apparent that I had to start taking in serious calories or I was done.
It was dark leaving the aid station and the lower temperatures were making me feel better. I seem to be able to handle colder temperatures than the average runner and really like it when it’s cold. With that I was able to get myself back onto my regularly scheduled program of two gels and two electrolyte capsules per hour. The footing was pretty tricky on this part of the course and Cale and I were careful, but when the footing was decent, Cale lead us on a pretty solid pace. It didn’t seem like we were going that fast, but we did catch two sets of runners on our way to the Sweetwater aid station. I could definitely tell things were getting better for me as I had to pee again. I hadn’t peed since about mile 14 and we were now on mile 70. Peeing’s good.
At Sweetwater I apparently looked a lot better and was talking like a normal person. I had some tomato bisque and a big cup of water while my crew did its thing and Dorene took care of Cale. He felt like he was getting a caffeine headache. We saw the lights of the last runner and her pacer we passed start to come into the aid station, so Cale and I wrapped up our stop and took off.
The first third of this next section was across a flat open meadow that we knew had good footing. We took advantage of this and put a push on to put distance between ourselves and the runners behind us and make time on runners in front of us. It felt like we were running pretty damn fast, but it probably wasn’t faster than an 8 ½ minute mile. Cale led the charge and he’s pretty easy to follow. At 6’4” and 200lbs, I undoubtedly had the biggest pacer in the race. It was like having Sasquatch leading me through the woods. When he’d go crashing through the underbrush on an overgrown trail, I sort of felt like I was chasing a bull through a china shop.
It’s funny how there are cold and warm patches in the wilderness. During some of the climb we had to take back to the Sunrise aid station, we hit a patch were the temperature immediately dropped at least 15 degrees from what it was a few feet before. This was the first time I’d felt cold the whole race. The cold patch passed and we got back to the normal brisk temperature. I don’t know what the average temperature really was, but everyone I saw not running was bundled up like they were on a ski trip.
We could see the lights from the Sunrise aid station from pretty far out. Apparently the people in the aid station could see the runners from pretty far out, too. I was surprised when I heard my crew (namely my mother) yelling for us as we came up the trail ‘cause we were kind of far out when they started yelling.
Cale and I had decided to make this an extra-long stop to get ourselves gathered for the final 20 miles. I handed off my water bottles to an aid station worker and plopped down in the dirt to stretch my hamstrings a little. I also asked for a cup of chicken broth and cup of water. I learned that the cup of water is good because it helps you drink down the hot broth faster. One gulp of hot broth, then one gulp of water to cool that broth down in your stomach and repeat until the broth is gone. Without the water, you gotta kind of stand around and wait for the broth to cool off. Time waster.
When the woman brought me my broth she pointed out that I was sitting in what was essentially a wind tunnel and she led me somewhere else out of the wind. I didn’t know her, but she became kind of like me personal pink-haired concierge at the aid station. I had thrown on my long sleeve running shirt to help warm up a bit and was enjoying the broth. My concierge took a picture of me with my parents and I felt like I was ready to go and started to take the long sleeve shirt off. My concierge stopped me and said she wouldn’t let me leave unless I was wearing that long sleeve shirt. People had apparently been dropping because they were getting too cold. She insisted that if I did indeed got too warm with that shirt on, I could always take it off and tie it around my waste, but if I got cold, I couldn’t really come back for it. I ended up wearing that shirt through the finish of the race.
I wasn’t sure what Cale was doing, I later found out he wasn’t feeling so good, but I was ready to go and started to head out. I knew I couldn’t outrun Cale so he’d catch up in just a minute.
This next section had an overall negative elevation gain, but it was rather undulating. We were either running pretty good on the downhill, or hiking some uphill. This part of the course is on the Pacific Crest Trail and is a pretty narrow single track. Cale fell at one point and almost rolled down the hill off the trail. Fortunately he didn’t fall into the abyss as running the rest of the race by myself would have been rather lonely.
At some places on the trail, we could see a pair of headlamps ahead of us. It makes you feel good when you’re catching someone, but this section of the course still seemed to take forever to finish. I was really glad when we finally hit the downhill run to the Pioneer Mail aid station. Once at the aid station Cale disappeared with Dorene and I plopped down in the dirt again and chatted with my crew. When we went to leave I was given the pleasant news that it was only 4.7 miles to the Penny Pines aid station and mile 92 of the race. For some reason I was thinking it was further to Penny Pines.
With the section being fairly flat and short, we ran it pretty hard. We caught a runner and her pacer along the way. The runner moved over to let us by, but her pacer didn’t realize it and her runner didn’t say anything to her (probably because she was too exhausted to speak). Cale and I ran along behind the other pacer for a bit as I noticed over my shoulder the runner kept dropping further and further back. Eventually I yelled to the pacer that we were leaving her runner behind. She stopped and seemed rather surprised we were there and not her runner.
Quicker than we had even hopped we came into the Penny Pines aid station. About 80 yards out we came upon another runner and pacer combo. Cale and I both figured we’d just follow these guys into the aid station, but as soon as Cale got up behind them, they both jumped out of the way, almost like they were startled. I guess when you look over your shoulder and see a headlamp way higher off the ground than yours, it can spook you.
At Penny Pines I felt great, mentally, because I knew I had only eight miles to go, even if most of it was uphill. I had a water bottle refilled and grabbed another gel or two and was ready to go, but apparently Cale wasn’t. He was feeling really sick and wasn’t sure if he could go on. Dorene had running cloths and shoes on in case she needed to jump in as a substitute pacer. I told them I’d be fine to go it alone and that I was feeling great, but Cale didn’t want me to wonder out into the darkness on my own and sucked it up and went with me.
We followed a runner and her pacer out of the aid station, but they immediately moved aside and let us past. I learned later that this runner was at one point 30 minutes ahead of me, but was struggling with the cold. After another few minutes of running, we saw another pair of lights ahead of us on the trail. This must have been like blood in the water to Cale ‘cause he seemed to pick up the pace to a point that I could barely keep. We ran down the next pair and quickly put them out of sight. We didn’t want the glow of our lamps to motivate them to push on after us.
It was a long slog up the climb from Penny Pines. Even once we finally reached the top of the climb, we still had a ways to go to get to the final aid station – the Rat Hole. We were both anxious to get to this aid station because that signaled the race being almost over, but the trail just kept going on and on. In frustration I yelled to Cale “where the fuck is this aid station?!?” Another mile. Damn it.
We finally came down a slope and saw the Rat Hole aid station – the last aid station in the race. I didn’t feel like hanging out here too long since it wasn’t crew accessible and the team were all waiting for us at the finish line. I did my usual plop down in the dirt routine while my water bottle was being refilled and for the first time Cale sat down, too. I stretched briefly and got back up when I was handed my bottle. I looked back at Cale and said I was ready to go, but he wasn’t getting up.
“I was hanging on by a thread just to get here, dude. I’m done,” Cale said. He was moving pretty god damn fast to me, so I had no clue as to his predicament. There were only four and a half easy miles left in the race and I was content to go it alone the rest of the way. I left my pacer at the Rat Hole in good hands after his valiant effort to drag me long at a hard pace for 45 miles and ventured out into the wilderness.
The sun was just starting to rise as I made my way through the woods and back to a meadow we ran through that previous morning. I turned my headlamp off as soon as I could see without it and enjoyed the colors of dawn. It was actually kind of nice that I was now running on my own again. It enabled me to reflect on what I had done and bask in the thrill of conquering the challenge.
I kept looking back over my shoulder to see if anyone was catching me, but they weren’t. I eventually tumbled into the campground and ran on what felt like the hardest asphalt on earth. A few twists and turns aside and the finish line came into view. I picked up my pace to a real stride like I was running like that the whole time and crossed the line, dropping my bottles in exhaustion. Scott Mills gave me a handshake and a congratulations as my crew ran down from the lodge. Simi gave me a big hug. Dorene gave me one of her fist bumps, then came my mom, crying and proud. I even hugged my dad. Not something we usually do. Cody put his camera down long enough to shake my hand, then it was back to taking pictures of how dirty Kurt was.
In the warmth of the lodge, I plopped down on the floor (I had decided I didn’t like chairs anymore, apparently) and took off my socks, thrilled to not have any blisters. Cale showed up a few minutes later. He was given a ride by an aid station worker back to start/finish. The post celebration was brief as the crew was about as tired as I was. After a quick round of congratulations and thanks, we all went our separate ways.
It was a relief to have it over. It was tough. The hardest thing about the race wasn’t how tired I got, but managing my stomach and calorie intake. 100’s really are eating competitions with some running thrown in. I don’t know if I’ll do another one, but I wouldn’t trade anything for this experience.
Finishing time: 22:31:20
It was a team effort though, and I couldn’t have done it without Dorene Nathan, Cale Stubbe, Cody and Simi Johnson and my mom and dad.
























